Belief is a proposition you assent to. But belief was never what I had, which is why the question Do you believe in God was unanswerable rather than merely difficult. Wrong verb.

“Individuation is the lifelong project of becoming more nearly the whole person we were meant to be — what the gods intended, not the parents, or the tribe, or, especially, the easily intimidated or inflated ego. While revering the mystery of others, our Individuation summons each of us to stand in the presence of our own mystery and become more fully responsible for who we are in this journey we call our life.”